Ouch!

dragon boat

2010-11-17T15:53:00.001-08:00

i'm afraid.

2010-09-02T07:57:00.000-07:00

I've been enjoying my life since. The only thing that keep me going are my close friends. The thing that stop me from being a heart & soul less creature are just my close friends.

new perception of life.

2010-08-21T09:23:00.000-07:00

i gonna change from now on. i'll enjoy myself more. the only thing is gym, training and the way i treat my friends (:

back to 5 months ago.

2010-08-19T18:52:00.000-07:00

everything back when to it all started. i brought this to myself. never will i hurt anyone else and cast this on myself. i hate to say this, but i'm sorry.

Love

2010-03-17T11:26:00.000-07:00

(: everything are in place.

Kallang river want some in exchange for my safety.

2010-01-23T04:23:00.000-08:00

What can i say, oak gone ): nevermind just treat it that exchange for my safety for the next 2 year rowing in kallang.

You are the one that i will wait for.

battled and bruised

2010-01-16T05:19:00.000-08:00

Injuries and sickness are all heading my way -.-
But should be alright after all the medicines and sinseh's needles.

Busy busy months ahead ):

please don't lose hope. All i wanted to say in the text is to trust me .

New year

2010-01-02T22:35:00.000-08:00

Hello 2010!

Decide to blog slightly earlier this time. School starts tomorrow, training resume. Busy.
I don't really know what to blog too. So much thing to blog about, but so lazy to type it all out.

i just need some confirmation. i don't want to feel one sided.

6 of dec

2009-12-05T22:33:00.000-08:00

WASUP WASUP! ((:

6th of this month! time to blog again ! lol. This month .. friggin busy ! Common test, agm, gym, lucky training have step down.
Common test is in 1 week time! Goner be studying with jed for the whole of next week ! I really need to do well ! If not keppel fels is coming for my head next !
Like the life i'm living now ((: peaceful. But it can be better in the near future i hope.
I'm probably already over if not soon to be ((: Its about time yeah ! HAHAHA!

High Lights of this month ! :

I MET A CUTE IDIOT ! ((:

AND YEAH ! I GOT MY NEW E72!

Christmas Christmas !

Random pictures of this month !

I can't help but to feel that you are the one ((:

regatta 09

2009-11-25T04:53:00.001-08:00

Npdb 義安龍舟 year 1 ' 09

I'm the last right man.

Hunger for both strength and knowledge.
Greater strength is so tempting, knowledge is a must to move on.
But which of both come first? Can there be balance among these two?

nov 6; regatta

2009-11-05T16:43:00.000-08:00

Hello readers! For those that still read this dry blog. Even though i try to update it once every 6th of a month.

Regatta in 2 week time. What can i say. We gotta really push very hard and stop giving pussy excuse. I still believe that we could actually emerge from it.

Gym, study and training. Thats all for now till regatta. I'm hardly breathing. Recently did something so wrong. Mistakes i've done will still hunt me down. Until the time come, i'll live in constant fear. The only thing i could tell myself; don't worry, its not goner happen.

Until this days, past memories will still flash across my fucktard mind. Passing through that stop, taking the same bus, i'll have the sudden urge hopping that you'll be there. What can i say, i still hopping to move on.

Blah blah blah.

Post of Oct

2009-10-06T07:56:00.000-07:00

Ah, tiring. 10days in brunei got its pro and con! Made lots of new friends, good foods and frigging awesome pirated disc ! But missed out lots of training and my stroke still suck, in the verge of coxing the boat. However its not the end, seniors coaching and rowing double session with seniors. Hopefully stroke will improve by alot !

This weekend sava race and 1 more month to regatte ! Although there like close to 0% of rowing sava, but still i still hope to experiance it. Regatte is the major race, have to work hard for it! Hopefully our batch will wake up, after the talk today. Let push ! Db camp next week and after that school reopen ! AH ! Need to score well for next sem ! If not keppel fels goner frigging murder me !

Thats all for this month i guess. Mostly db stuffs. Alright gtg ciaos. (:

Npdb's seat

2009-09-07T21:56:00.000-07:00

AH! post of the month. Training and gyming hard while waiting for scholarship money to partiee ! Hopefully money should be banking in next week ! A list of wants !

Yesterday was .. Frigging awesome ! Met up with yong chiang, giant and marc for sushi ! Suki sushi is the BEST ! Its way awesome then sakae ! Played pool after that, was amazed by the amount of luck I had yesterday .. Won every game! HAHA! Head over to marc's place, I FINALLY learn to DRUM ! maaa say drummer are hot !! HAHA :D:D

At night went over to Zw's place, mahjong mahjonged! Pretty awesome, pretty lucky ! HAHA! Shagged and hagged after a night of mahjong.

Training later! We just don't give in.

Alright thats all for this month. Ciaos (:

Seat

2009-08-24T07:56:00.000-07:00

Everything seem to become clearer, individual or team? Hmmm just have to try hard, push and endure.

1st sem soon coming to an end. Training intensify. We'll see.

Once again

2009-08-10T08:56:00.000-07:00

Maybe its not meant to be.

RANDOM

2009-08-01T05:38:00.000-07:00

If I say I love you. I mean it.

Long Hard Pull !

2009-07-20T06:36:00.000-07:00

AH ! what to blog about ? Life these days are all about training, GYM, RUN, TRAINING, ROWING.

Soon to end of semester exam and shit i'm still like slacking around ): can't afford to screw up exams as i'm bonded with keppel fels now.

AND PLEASE KEPPEL FELS GIVE ME ALLOWANCE SOON ! i've like tons of stuff i wanna buy, but i'm freaking broke now ! wth !

Had a new hair cut again, this time freaking short ! like cock like that -.- ! Sheesh ! what to do ?! hair irritates me to the max during my trainings ! Freaking pissed so just snape it off ! And now i look like cock ):

Okay, should update soon i guess. Like once a month ? Ciaos (:

I just wanna be with you.

2009-06-27T09:11:00.000-07:00

blah blah blah. Aw life, train train train. Sheesh, freaking broke these days ! Hope I get my scholarship ! School starts, training, db, projects, tutorials, lectures. FML.

settle down settle down.

2009-06-05T06:48:00.000-07:00

):

Came home quite early today. Only had eng materials today. gym from 11 - 1 today. Intense gyming! Common test next week. Few days to study. Have been studying with marcus and jeff for the past few days. Naval arch, Eg 1, left eng materials to cover.

I'm tired, fatigue. I just want to settle down. Feeling empty empty. Should go fishing one of these day with teck and kai. Release all the things that i've been surpressing. These days, small things can really keep me thinking about it the whole day. Paranoid? maybe. I don't know. Just want to cast everything aside.

why ask?

2009-06-01T07:15:00.000-07:00

STUDY STUDY ! db training have step down so as we can study for the upcoming common test ! Aren't really in the good mood since morning, so worried that i'll do badly for test. Met up with jeff and marcus to study after school. YEAH ! learn lots of naval arch stuffs from jeff THANKS BRO. And i ate freaking mac meal ! so freaking unhealthy, i'm feeling damm guilty! Chat with marcus and jeff. Lol i feel i know them much better now, GOOD PEOPLE (:

No point assuming what would i do if i've a second chance. lol trust me, it won't be there. Move on move on. That what I'm trying to do now. I likea loser, after such a long period. Always have thought this is easiler. lol but whatever screw it (:

Dragon boat grad's dinner

2009-05-24T08:10:00.000-07:00

Lol ! db team mates (missing a few of them) !

New hair cut

2009-05-22T03:13:00.000-07:00

HEY! I GOT A HAIR CUT! Lol hate it whenever I'm too bored, memorizes came pouring in. But yeah I tried to totally to block it. as if this ever work. Anyway! Life, bored as always? Lol db's training was WOAH! Studies was AW! r/s still 'empty'. What to do ! I'm in school of ME. Freaking goner be gay soon ! . Friends FUYO! Freaking cool MOT PEEPS! and of course lots and lots of new NP friends (: they are awesome too. Common test in 2 weeks time, so goner stay paying attention during lessons.

Ehh currently I'm freaking hungry! Waiting for mom to finish cooking dinner! Dragon boat training tomorrow at kallang, after that db dinner at school. So probably meeting jarrold to go SDBA. Lol should be rowing with zi cong and guys tomorrow. Lol I so goner pratice hard for my stroke!

Alright. I guess thats it. (: I'm tired and hungry! Mooom !! Lol ciaos readers. MOT ! PEACE OUT!

Jerald is Tired!

2009-05-17T07:44:00.000-07:00

I'm tired ! But still I won't fall back, will keep training ! Lol sheesh so not enough time. Met up with teck and kai to celebrate teck's birthday, ate alot! Lol happy birthday brother! Mahjong at guo's place this morning. Came back around 9pm and went for run and bit of statics. I want that seat in school team! School school school. Don't really get engineering materials chap 3 and lastest autocad ! Have to catch up! No more dota during tutorials ! Gyming tomorrow.

I done! So till next time. Ciaos!

You me she he her him other. Everyone. just being random.

train like never before!

2009-05-08T03:42:00.000-07:00

Dragon Boat! Though training is tough! But to the seniors our training is chicken feet!! I'm so goner trainer hard! Like never before! Work hard together with my db brothers! So yeah, no longer thinking of you :). Lol love love where are you? LOL! hahaaha!

Tomorrow having first rowing at kallang! sheesh kind of excited! after that, going bbq with church friends. lol alright that all. Ciaos :D

whats in your mind jerald?

2009-05-06T05:45:00.000-07:00

I'll try not to blog emo again. lol ... past memorizes are flowing back no matter how much effort I'm putting to block it. Perhaps its all the school that are causing it. Its almost common for me to feel tired from the start to the end of the day. lol finally I was able to delete the emails, thanks jieping :) . email which remind me of why it all end this way, email which cause much hurt everytime I revisit it.

sheesh this aren't suppose to be like this. no more emo blogging. anyway tomorrow db training, pool rowing and sat kallang. All the best yeah. Lai jerald. :) alright thats all for today. ciaos.

Crazy

2009-05-02T08:00:00.000-07:00

I'm crazy enough to not move on. Ehh wth, i'm freaking trying my best. Just please... just please... I've to step out of this shit.

BUSY BUSY BUSY

2009-05-01T01:02:00.000-07:00

HECTIC first two week of school! LOL almost have to wake up at 6.30am everyday for class! LECTURES, TUTORIALS, PRACTICALS are killing me!! But THANKS GOD that my MOT classmate are freaking awesome peeps !! :D ( CHEERS FOR MOT ) . I've decided to commit to dragon boat. So yeah, don't really like to post a wordy post, so yeah i'm done! I'll try to update asap :D CIAOS.

Here are some random photos took with bettie!

I'm soo over you! or am i not? crap shit!

Can't force it. Oh well, whatever

2009-04-09T09:24:00.000-07:00

Sheesh feeling kind of guilty by my over reacted hot temper reaction, lol but it getting better. After talking to some friends :D:D. Oh well can't force everyone to like you right? Oh well whatever :D . Sheesh gyming at 7am tomorrow is ... deley to 9am! sheesh reliease tomorrow is public holiday! Hate gyming after 7am !

LOL whatever! Ciaos :D

I'm finally back!

2009-04-06T08:41:00.000-07:00

Okay okay! I know my blog is so dry and dead! But yeah, been busy for the last few weeks. Sport camp, genting, Me's fop, kadian's outing! Sheesh even though i'm finally blogging today! But still this will just be a short post :D .

Sheesh, some things have been tugging me since a few days back. I really have to change this short coming of mine ( hot temper ) sheesh! I don't know, this is something that is kind of hard to control. But yeah, I'll try :D .

Okay these is 2 picture of me took during genting trip :D .

Lol ice cream~

WELCOME TO MY CRIB!

WORK WORK WORK!

2009-03-03T06:42:00.000-08:00

WOHO! WASUP! Working as tele marketer till next wes. So we had training yesterday, training was ... ... fun i've to admit LOL joey is like so funny :D. So bascially we are not promoting sales, but we call people to inform them about ATU ( auto top up ) facility for the new ez-link card! We have to do a daily call to 142 people in order to complete the data base by end of next wesnesday LOL. If all the customer co-operate with us, then the job will be a brisk.

Okay i guess i'll turn in early! Freaked augustine! Ass he won't be working tomorrow and i'll need to go work alone, its like so .. .. Anyway just don't let me encounter any nasty customer tomorrow PLEASE! LOL alright that all. Here are some photo taken at the office:

What I did today:

"Hi Good afternoon Mr **/ Mrs **"

"I'm Jerald calling from .."

"Can i talk to you for a moment?"

"Okay, let me get it down"

"wth $%@"

*Alright data keeping*

*Yawn*

"woot!? I missed this?!"

Woot alright, Ciaos :D Cheers.

WELCOME BACK!

2009-02-14T05:19:00.001-08:00

LOL HEY! Sheesh its been fews week since i blog and months since i upload pictures! Let get started, 1st i'm officially posted to Ngee Ann poly marine off shoretechonolgy. 2nd i'm done with working at Spring In The City Fair! wheeh after a month of fun but at the same time its very tiring working everyday. Lastly today is valentine and i stayed at home the whole day! pretty no life. LOL what to do? I've no date LOL :D:D.

Anyway i also goner blog about the upcoming events. Starting from tomorrow (sunday), augustine goner be moving to Singapore after such long 18 years he is finally settling down in Sg. The day after (monday) will be finishing with brothers at changi beach untill wesnesday if we can endure. On wesnesday will be going sentosa with kang and others. Thats not all! After that will be going out with golden travel (raffle) friends (not yet planned). After a week of fun, i'll be back to job hunting. To work for 1 more month before poly start semster.

This are some of the pictures taken during yesterday golden travel dinner YAM SEI! LOL and I'll try to blog more on regular basic :D Alright that all for now. Ciaos! CHEERS!

WAAA

2009-01-20T18:52:00.000-08:00

LOL WASUP! Have not been blogging for quite awhile. Why? It all because of work, work and more work. Have been working everyday for the past few week at raffle city. I'm so so tired! But nevermind, 1+ week more to go! Work is quite plesant, my artist is good and also she ask me to be her god brother! But the TAN is a #$%, for no reason he fired sheng. We are so goner get even with him! Forget about that dog. Anyway I got back O level result, I'm content with the result I got. Next stop should be ngee ann's Marine offshore technology.

Finally I can rest today! Meeting up with sisters for sakae sushi! Have not eaten sushi like ... so ... long ago! Also probably getting a watch later. Okay that all for now. Ciaos!

So much

2009-01-07T07:38:00.000-08:00

WORK WORK WORK! Have been working for the past 7 day, it was fun though. Anyway too much going on today, lots of problems... problems that I've to keep it self contain. O LEVEL RESULT RELEASE will be on the 12th! LOL I'm so freaking nervous, so so freaking nervous!

why? after such a long time, i still can't get over it? i tremble when i saw the sight of you. please make this stop, i have to get over with it.

when?

2008-12-28T18:21:00.000-08:00

YAWN! I'm so freaking tired! Went gym this morning, half way through it rain. I was soaking wet and cold when I reach gym. Saw God mom at gym today :D and guess what she said she'll pay for the GNC i brought from uncle william! LOL THANK YOU GOD MOM. Got home and tried the strawberry GNC with HL milk, I got to say that it doesn't taste bad at all, not even close to what tian chong told me a few month back. LOL hoping that this GNC will work, lol and it is 100% wheat Protein! My aim is to build up lean muscle and not becoming more bulky.

LOL finally I done with working at casa roma! LOL probably getting my pay tomorrow which is only 120+ and its pathetic! Goner be buying my new year clothings probably on the 15th or 16th after I get my singtel pay. Heard alot of people saying that O lvl result will probably be on the 10th++ and definitely before CNY. I'm so freaking nervous everytime this crosses my mind - RESULT! Though theres a part of me looking forward to the release of result but I'ms till fearful of it.

LOL anyway just hope everything will work out fine. Aiming for 15 point and below! Lol and also will be starting new job this thrusday. Working at raffle city for translating for china artist, it goner be tough! Will be working everyday 10am-10pm! SHEESH! Hopfully I can survive this for 1 month :D.

Okay thats all for now. I'll probably catch a nap then head down to wei rong place later.
What does the furture hold for us?
Ciaos!

Wondering & Wandering

2008-12-16T00:20:00.000-08:00

WASUP! Done with two week of working, two more week to go. Not really in the mood to blog, but I'm too bored, so yeah. Going off to guo's place in an hour time, it been month since I went there. Nothing much to blog too.

So I guess this is where we stop. Really appreciate the things you have done for me. But I just can't picture us together and we couldn't communicate. I once told you that communicate is essential in building a relationship, but I can't see this in us. No worry, we'll still be friend.

Ciaos...

YAWN!

2008-12-11T02:21:00.000-08:00

LOL wasup! Sheesh, I've been slacking for the past few days and I'm glad that I did, cause I'm heading to work from tomorrow till monday~ LOL. Casa Roma~ Singtel~ I'm so goner buy the Rit's Apple strudel right beside my work place on one of these days. Its so freaking tempting but as the same time expensive. But I'm still goner get it anyway.

Christmas! Christmas! Christmas! It just around the corner, this year christmas plan is going to be merge with the celebration of wei rong birthday. We'll be eatting out at yuki yaki after that the count down. Lol, have been talking about the past and doing some retrospection. 5 year just pass in a blink of an eye. Past... Past... Past... Love every single details of the past!

Goner slack my day away. So ciaos!

sorry that I didn't reply your message, I'd just have no ideas how to reply.

Already Decided

2008-12-09T18:03:00.000-08:00

Sheesh after much thoughts about this matter, I finally come to a conclusion. That I should not go for it, since both of our characteristic are different and conversation doesn't meet. Sorry that I'm just not that guy you are looking for. Ciaos.

Working Workin Working

2008-12-08T06:11:00.000-08:00

WOAH WOAH WOAH! Have been working for the past 3 days. Learn alot from working at casa roma ( Italian restraunt ) lol this is my first time working as a waiter, so that are lot of stuff I've to take note of. The crew there was not bad ... not bad ... but the lady boss is very kind and friendly ( she's japanese ) and you know what, I'm the only singaporean there LOL! Then I worked at singtel on sunday, finally May hired me back~ sheesh hope I can continue to work there as the pay there is GOOD! Kinda feel strange when I got back to work at penisular plaza, as the coordinator have changed. But the new coordinator are great and also Jian wei is also working there.

Still pondering over should I or should I not work on week days. Its all about the $$$. Man! Can't decide!

Its good, real good that I could make you laugh during our conversation. I see theres improvement between us. But I'm still unsure, still unsure. What about you?

Show me the way

2008-12-03T07:03:00.000-08:00

Do you want me to continue or do you want me to end here? Give me a hint? Give me a clue? I want to try, I want to give it a shot. What about you? Please I don't want false hopes, either way you choose and I'll be fine. Tell me how.

2008-12-01T19:11:00.000-08:00

2008-12-01T07:42:00.000-08:00

Communication.

2008-11-30T04:16:00.000-08:00

Sheesh alright then forget about it, here are some pictures of 5n2 class chalet. Lots of game and activities, of course lots of photos but I'm just posting a few of it.

Sorry Sorry Sorry.

2008-11-27T03:43:00.000-08:00

LOL chalet was ... no words could express! It was a blast. But I'm current too tired to blog about it. Too many stuff have been going on lately, too much for me to think, too much for me to start acting. Brothers zhu-teck-kai, whats going on? I feel that we are drifting apart ... further apart. Is it just me or you guys are feeling it too?

Anyway I'll be posting chatlet stuff on later, when hao send me the photo. For now Ciaos

TOMORROW IS 5N2 CLASS CHALET!

2008-11-22T20:12:00.000-08:00

Woah! This is what we have been waiting for, anticipating for this day to come. ITS 5N2 CLASS CHALET TOMORROW! Have been planning this chalet with the community for the pass weeks. Sheesh seriously hope that tomorrow will work out fine and everyone will enjoy it!

By the way minor change of chalet details: Its no longer 4th stop, but it pretty obvious that you guys will see the chalet. Just give me or any of the community a call.

Okay here's some random pictures took when we were at Long's place.

FISHING!!!

2008-11-18T20:55:00.000-08:00

Wasup!!! LOL! Just came back from fishing trip, damm I'm so tired and hungry now! So I'll upload part of the photo and blog about it at a later time. So ciaos!

Looking up the clouds... wondering if its goner rain?

Its seem like its goner rain soon!

Dom got his fishing rod stuck again!!

We LOVE fishing! LOL!

Unpitching, Teck - THE BOY SCOUT!

Zhu - Teck - Kai

Dom - revenge on me for taking his slipper and threw it into the sea.

packing packing packing...

EYE POWER!

Kai is so hard working~

This is when we were at sembawang....

Its freaking raining cats and dogs!

Here we are ... BUS STOP

*TWIST* KAI

LOL!!! WASUP WITH THAT FACE KAI!

LOL WASUPPP!! 2 PIERCING! LOL

2008-11-06T05:52:00.000-08:00

LOL its been awhile yeah. Have been busy with Os level. I've no ideas how I would score. Anyway 1 more paper to go, Science MCQ would be on this coming Tuesday and then FREEDOM! LOL!

Okay so I went for piercing on both ear LOL. Very sudden yeah. So I'll update more often now.

TO 5N2 & 2007 4n2: There would still be class chalet on 24-26 of novmenber, further details would be provided.

Alright, I'm done here then. So later, Ciaos!

I AM NOT BLOGGING =DD

2008-10-09T06:02:00.000-07:00

Pictures TOOK by WEI LENG:

LOL more retarded pictures, but no for upload. Alright all the way! FOR Os!

Are really abandoning the class? Am I really wrong about you? Sheesh! It not just me, everyone felt it.

NOT DOING ENOUGH!

2008-09-28T05:50:00.000-07:00

SHEESH! Wasup? Haven't been blogging for like a month? LOL! Reasons: Os coming and kinda lazy this days. Man! I'm not doing enough! Have to pump in more effort!

Went to church today, its been awhile since I went to church. Felt refreshed! Met up with sebas and ivana jie jie for lunch. LOL and also met up with a number of church friends. Thanks for the prayer :) . Goner do well for Os! Have to and I'll try to go back to church more frequently.

Alright this is all I got. So I guess I won't be blogging till end of Os. Wish me luck :) !

LET DO IT GUYS! TO SCORE!!

know the way, goes the way, show the way

2008-09-07T06:17:00.001-07:00

LOL wasup! Haven't been blogging for ages! Sheesh! I'm feeling guilty, haven't been revising for the past week! Gonna start mugging from tomorrow onward.

Had lunch with mdm linda yeo and chinese class mates on friday. LOL it great! After lunch we went to museum, but mdm linda yeo went shopping. LOL, we were suppose to pay $5 for the entry fee. But i guess zhenghua secondary have some membership thingy for the nation museum, hence its free!

Anyway PICTURES:

More pictures would be uploaded when i got hold of it.

And also teacher day celebration was a success. LOL, guess everyone enjoyed it.
PICTURES:

Alright that all, HAVE TO MUG! Later!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ME

2008-08-24T05:52:00.000-07:00

LOL! WASUP! Yesterday was my birthday! LOL! It was a blast at swim and my place. Thanks all friends and family members!

Celebrated with ar roei, xue yi and hui xian the day before. LOL thanks sisters, watched Meet Dave, had sakae sushi ( MY FAVOURITE )and arcade awhile. Lots of surprise, thanks for the bear and cake! Thanks for those who text me with birthday wishes! LOL appreciated it LOTS.

Have been indulging in lots of food for the past few day! Sheesh have to work out more! LOL, anyway brother will be going taiwan for 6 month for exchange studies,TAKE GOOD CARE! Brother went out and got a new shoes bag, I also brought myself a new gym glove. Gonna get a new harvanas, probably next week after kai is done with his dnt.

This is it, its now or never! It will soon be it, and I won't even notice. Brother will be gone for awhile, this period I'll have to do some extreme MUGGING! All this years, 5 years to be precise, It will all be decided on this moment. I'll strive! Zhu-Teck-Kai We can do it!

So much of those stuffs. Turning in now. Gym tomorrow. Ciaos.

ENGLISH ORAL!

2008-08-20T02:40:00.000-07:00

LOL! wasup mates!

Had english oral today, it was better then what i expected, I must say. Topic of the day is HYGIENE . LOL at first I was like " shit, the picture is so ... speech-less " Stammered a little during reading, not that great in picture description BUT the conversation was GREAT thats what is thought. LOL except for the " OH CRAP " I said. This is like none other conversation I had.

It should be alright right? Please be! LOL. Ciaos

MUG MUG!

2008-08-16T04:58:00.001-07:00

LOL I guess this will be the my word of 2008, MUG! Weekly routine; gym. Then after, came home and had breakfast. DOTA-ed awhile and started practicing my Oral, reading note that Mr yoself gave.

OH, FINALLY I'm done with my F&N coursework yesterday! LOL, no more computer lab! It will be intensive revision on theory. After next Wednesday oral, I'll be in serious study mode! Lots of work to be complete, numerous chapter to revise and tons of stuff to memorize.

Come on, this will be the crucial round, it now or never! I'll be in NAUTICAL studies! LOL and I learn this from dota today, FTW ( for the win ) ! :D

NEW! ME!

2008-08-13T01:27:00.001-07:00

LOL HEY! So yeah, I'm still being "outcast" for getting an A1 LOL. Had p.e in the morning, VOLLEYBALL! LOL enjoyed it. Then after geography lesson, got back the script 32/50 with 10 mark gone a result of skipping my map work due to lack of time. Got back Combined Science Mcq, wasn't that good 28/40 - 14 each for phy and chem. Then got back Chemistry paper 2, 43/65 wasn't that good too. Overall for combined Science is 72, lacking of the practical mark to get the overall result for Science. Got back math paper 2, it was ... LOL have to buck up for math.

Thats all for today. Next WEDNESDAY is ENGLISH ORAL! sheesh! Freaking nervous, can I make it? LOL. Alright, Later :) .

all the glory to the LORD

2008-08-12T04:47:00.000-07:00

HEY wasup! Today is the release of O level mother tongue results. Was aiming for a B3 or B4. Had Chinese lesson at 10am, mdm yeo was telling how she gonna release the result later on and she got us all freaking nervous.

While waiting for releasing of result, we had ss, Got back ss paper, just as I predicted, I screwed up the SEQ but SBQ was well done :). Then after Physics, Ms neo gave back paper 2, our class did badly even though it was a paper ms neo set at a normal standard. Managed to score fairly but not good, got 48/65. Ms neo will be giving back paper 1 mcq script back tomorrow hopefully get an A1 :) .

Oh yeah! About the Chinese result, 1pm struck the clock. The class was filled with tension, Mdm yeo finally walk in. She wrote A1-1, A2-2, B3-1 (*paused and added a zero*) B3-10, we were like PHEW! C5-2, C6-2. Cheer roars from everyone. Mdm yeo was gonna announce the A1, we were like should be rong yuan, wei jie or others... CHOO JIE LE! I was like wtf?! LOL can't belive it. Can't do this by myself, thanks The Lord :) .

Alright more prelim results tomorrow. Later :)

THANKS YOU!

2008-08-09T08:54:00.001-07:00

LOL, wasup! Had a wonderful lunch with the big group. Food was good! Oyster and sashimi. Thank you guys for celebrating my birthday in advance, and rong you did a great job in planing :) LOL, came back quite early together. Didn't feel like watching ndp as the whole place was freaking crowded and I hate going places which are crowded.

Thanks you for the explanation. I guess I wishes you all the best and truly.

WOAH! enjoy, enjoy and enjoy. Before the start of mugging for Os.

Dreams

2008-08-08T06:07:00.001-07:00

School today was great? LOL, there after went out with teck, kai, teo and liss. Movie is eew? I was sleeping 3/4 of the movie, as I found it totally off my belief and felt uncomfortable with that movie. LOL kai and I found teo's WEAKNESS! Haha, it was damm fun messing with her, its just great :)

Yeah i deleted you from all my contacts. Yeah sorry about that, its just whenever I saw something which are related to you, it just remind me of the past. It just totally suck big time, past memorize. I pushed you away, not knowing you will start a new in such a short period. Whenever I'm trying to tell myself it alright, you just want to start a new, the words 1 month plus haunt me. Woke up 3am plus last night, dream of you and your B, have no freaking idea why I did. This dream just kept me awake for quite awhile, can't get back to sleep, just kept thinking whats happening.

Everything will be fine, I'll still be me:) the right one will be waiting. Those are the words I can use now for consoling myself i guess.

2008-08-07T07:09:00.000-07:00

Argh! Headach! Today combined science mcq was alright, check mcq question with Yeo and i got 16/20 :) LOL. There after went over to ar roei's place with xue yi and hui xian, when everyone were pondering over stuff, I came up with the idea of mahjohn! LOL. I don't think I did't even have a chance to HU.

So after the game of mahjohn, went back home and took a nap. Woke up and rong said tomorrow there will be no F&N lesson! WOAH LOL! so gonna enjoy myself tomorrow.

Everyone tell me that I shouldn't be thinking over it, but I'm like so freaking upset about it. 1 month plus? and this is the shit you give? Man screw that shit. I know i told you that I don't mind and wishes you all the best, but my emotional betrayed my words.

it hurts... just endure jerald! it will be alright, soon...

2008-08-05T19:37:00.000-07:00

This is one of those post, just want to be sure that what i saw is true. And yes, I'm contemplated. Good luck for the new start.

Why? I've this weird feel, its eating me in the inside. Whatever this is, it will stop, probably soon.

I'm FINE :):) seriously...

This will be the last punch for you, everything will stop. This is good bye for the every last time. GOOD BYE

what a night.

2008-08-03T07:03:00.000-07:00

Hey wasup mates! Just came home after having with lesson with ms ang and others. Start revising 5pm, actual venue was suppose to be zheng hua cc, due to unsuitable environment we shifted to a studying corner at some block. There after, left for dinner at 8pm. LOL had lots of fun during dinning time, discussed about end of year class chalet, everyone seemed be so pumped up for it LOL.

Sheesh math paper 1 tomorrow, come on i can do it! LOL. Heres the photos took yesterday :)

so sick, so sick and tired.

2008-08-02T07:20:00.000-07:00

So sick; by neyo

Ooooo Ooooo, yeah
Du du du du du du du du du
Oh yeah

Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
Cause right now its says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cause you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear
your voice anymore

It's ridiculous
It's been months
For some reason I just
Can't get over us
And I'm stronger than this (yeah)
Enough is enough
No more walking around with
my head down (yeah)
I'm so over bein' blue
Cryin' over you

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishin'
You were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calendar I had
That's marked July 15th
Because since there's no more you
There's no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And now every song reminds
[ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/cS ]
me of what used to be

That's the reason
I'm’m so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishin'
You were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio

Ooohh leave me alone
Leave me alone
Stupid love songs (oooohh)
(hey) Don't make me
think about her smile
Or having my first child
I'm letting go
Turnin' off the radio

Cause I'm so sick of love songs (hey)
So tired of tears (so tired of tears)
So done with wishin' (ooohh)
She was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow (ooooo ohh)
So why can't I turn off the
radio (why can't I turn off the radio)

Said I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears (so
tired of tears yeah)
So done with wishin'
She was still here
Said I'm so sick of love
songs (love songs ooooh)
So sad and slow (hey)
Why can't I turn off the
radio (why can’t I turn off the radio)

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing
You were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the
radio (why can’t I turn off the radio)
Why can't I turn off the radio?

risk? are you talking to me?

2008-08-02T02:54:00.000-07:00

LOL, tiring day I must said. Just woke up 2hours nap, *yawn*. Went to gym in the morning which din, min, zai, wee, dom, faris and jaivin. Then after we went swimming LOL, Din was like screaming the entire time LOL, GAY BOY! Left Cck complex at 1pm, headed down to lot 1 to have our lunch, but every hawker or fast food restaurant were all FULL HOUSED. So last resort, everyone goes home without taking their lunch. LOL whatever, anyway we had fun today!

LOL wasup with the POSE?!

Few more pictures to upload, but its still with din, so later :)

risk? are you talking to me?

its still linger on... why?!

2008-07-31T06:59:00.000-07:00

Hey wasup! My blog is so dry! Haven't been blogging for the past 9 days? LOL, busy with prelims! Study, study and more study! Combined Science was alright I guess, Math p2 was a DISASTER ( caculator spoiled in the middle of exam, about to attempt lotcus question and found out my compass was missing! ) SHEESH! it was that bad!

Aw crap, why?? why?? Its been awhile, but past memorize still linger on, or perhaps still haunt me. aw screwed that shit!

Mugging aura

2008-07-22T05:37:00.000-07:00

LOL! Finally! I'm starting to feel the EXAM AURA! That mean its time for to MUG!

Plan: 1st priority Combined Science
Math
English
SS and Geo
F&N

Aw crap! This Thursday is Science prelim practical. Sheesh this is the time I hate about exam, its eats into my Gym-ing time. But its all about Time Management right? I do all this stuff is for NAUTICAL STUDIES!

I'm trying to be different now, it all about guiding them to right path? I've no ideas if I'm even on the right path. Someone? Somewhere? Give me assurance?

LOL RACIAL HARMONY DAY!

2008-07-21T04:14:00.000-07:00

LOL WASUP! Today is racial harmony day! LOL took lots of pictures! Not goner write much, let the picutre do the talking LOL.

screw that shit. Jerald? a leader?

2008-07-17T05:08:00.000-07:00

Felt crappy, screwed and lots of feeling. No words can express my agony. Man, I'm a no good leader. Straight to the point. Man, he said: "a team leader is a team player, but as the same time he will rise to lead the team." I'm only a good team player, but i lead my team to screwness! That the reason I got so emotional. Not because of the title, because of letting you guys down. Man screw that.

Still, who are you?

2008-07-15T04:17:00.000-07:00

WASUP!!! Haven't been blogging. Main reason; SCHOOL & ASSIGNMENT. Anyway PRELIM is coming soon, follow up by intensive revision. Therefor, Life; MUGGING, COMPLETING UNDONE ASSIGEMENT.

Okay, anyway I had my listening comprehension today. I guess I did alright? Answer are likely the same as Kai's. Oh, 5N2 PEEPS! WE are so goner get SCREWED by Mr yoself. It started yesterday, when we didn't complete our mock exam essay and didn't hand up single piece of paper.
So guys, get ready!

I'm now rushing to finish my essay! BUT no INSPIRATION! aw crap! screw it. Will be blogging in a few days time? If not tomorrow. LOL!

WHO ARE YOU??!! THE ONE I SAW AT LRT! WHO?!

Ending stuff with you, were never easy. But this time, let it go. Sorry

My bad.

2008-07-10T04:24:00.000-07:00

Hey sorry, I guess I'm probably reacting. Just pissed off when I see some of the stuff on your blog. I need awhile to adjust to it.

WALL-E

2008-07-09T05:55:00.000-07:00

HEY!! Didn't planned to blog today. BUT... LOL Watched WALL-E through http://www.watch-movies.net/movies/wall-e/ go watch it. It kinda boring at first, but stick through it. Its really sweet and lovely movie. Catch it!

you want me back? i can't.

2008-07-08T03:20:00.000-07:00

Man... this days I get tired real easily. Had my Chinese oral just now, I guess I did alright. Had lots of work to do. BUT I'M TIRED! but I'll still go on. Tomorrow is the day for DPA (direct poly admission) I've no ideas if I can make it and should I even give it a try. Goner think about it. Advice? anyone? LOL I'm done. LATER

LOL SPITE? me?

2008-07-05T23:53:00.000-07:00

WOAH! haven't been blogging for past few days. Probably tired? Busy? LOL anyway, yesterday we celebrated july's babies birthday. MAN! it only just yesterday that I found out, bedok it actually very far away from CCK! I've alway assumed that bedok is located around toa payoh area. Okay, so yesterday went to collect the bbq stuff at bbq wholesales which is located at bedok and took cab back to wei rong's place. So in short, kinda enjoyed myself yesterday. LOL all those FOODS and DRINKS it really good!

Anyway, I'm currently taking a break from studying. Just finished a Chemistry paper! My parent are playing mahjong!!! I want to join in too!!! AW CRAP, I still have lots to finish. F&n coursework part B started already and freak! I haven't complete my part A. WE ARE SO SCREWED GUYS!

Okay now, back to studying! FOR Os!!!!

If is me who you said SPITED you, it will be WTF did i do? <--- this is for you

Today is not my day.

2008-07-03T02:48:00.000-07:00

Hey wasup?

Not doing very well I guess, had this sudden emotional feeling today. NO IDEA why, but it just seem to be flowing in my mind. It been awhile since i felt this way. Not goner blog too much, still have my f&n to complete, SO MUCH WORK, SO ENOUGH TIME, SO NOT ENOUGH CONCENTRATION.

Sometimes, after hearing what people have to said about me, I felt that I should ought to do some reflection.
Someone once said to me " You don't like to admit that you are in the wrong, as looking inside of yourself hurts, but one that grow is one who look into him/herself and learn from the mistake"

I guess hes right. Probably...

I guess all this emotional shit is the cause of School, probably just school...

MY NAME IS JERALD! NOT JERRY! or CHERRY!

2008-07-02T06:21:00.000-07:00

HEY wasup!

LOL yesterday was ar roei's birthday! Went to sakura international buffet ( MAN! it like the third time I went there for dinner ) for dinner with ar roei, xue yi and hui xian. It suppose to be a surprise! But who knows. ar roei wasn't really SURPRISE. So we had a really FILLING dinner! LOL we were talking about our's lower secondary life... when we were in 1n3 and 2n3, those times! MISSES! LOL. After which, OF COURSE we had the cake! Everyone was too full, so ar roei brought it home.

Okay... What about today. LOL School today was freaking slack!
P.e in the morning; 1/2 hr of choosing of sports for next 5 weeks, after which went for 2.4km run with teck, kai and ron ( as TECK failed the past 2.4km run ) so we pushed him to complete the run, LOL not bad he ran quiet consistence.

Geo; sheesh! did not complete mdm how's assignment, felt real bad.

Physics & Chemistry; as per normal for Physic class, LOTS of questions to ask! LOL CHEMISTRY! sheesh! I tell you guys, I've no freaking idea why yeo freaked out today, 1st we were late ( that quiet normal ) 2nd we kinda screwed up our practical today and 3rd we handed up shited work. I THINK that quiet normal right? anyway she got so FREAKED OUT, she asked zhi hao to recycled our "SHITED" work.

LOL! okay now for "THE DENTAL APPOINTMENT" so yeah, I turned up for the appointment. Thought it would be a fast one, but the DENTIST ( she the dentist I wrote about, okay.. so I had a better view this time, she aren't that bad I guess ) said you had got TOOTH DECAY! I was like... okay.. So she said she goner fix it, so 1st; she wash my teeth ( MAN! my gum was bleeding! the worst part is when she washes the upper gum ) 2nd; She start the "FIXING" MAN! she used those DRILLS! WOAH it had those numbing pain! During the process, she keep saying SORRY and ARE YOU OK? I've no ideas why she keep saying that. The whole process goes on for like 20min doing it. Finally its done!

LOL! what a long post for today. Anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY KANG! So I think I'm done!
So LATER =D.

LOL am i stress up??

2008-06-30T04:43:00.000-07:00

WASUP! School was tiring today. LOL first lesson today is Chinese, but Mdm yeo was 30min late for class! Great! somehow I managed to survive through it. Chemistry was great! LOL as tuition teacher had gone through polymers, so just took the note and fill in the blank. Woah! had mass lecture for English, D.K wee jr's dad was the lecturer for the day, it was quiet interesting at the same time boring at some time. Then it POA! LOL! free period. MAN i guess my vision is worsting each day! During recess, after hearing inside tips that there is a new pretty female dentist, Teck, Kai and me went to check it out, first look I thought she has this pretty face, but slightly horizontally challenged. So three of us made dental appointment on Wednesday ( its mainly about checking of ours tooth LOL nothing else ) During POA, after hearing about the DENTIST, Harun, Zhi hao, Ronny and Jing ying went to check out the new dentist. The news they brought back was...
SHIT JERALD!! YOU HAVE PROBLEM WITH YOUR TASTE?!! I was like " I know she just slightly plum but has a pretty face right? " they reply " NOOOO! " okay further conversation it quiet of the same.

LOL maybe I have some problems with my vision, if not! PEOPLE HAVE DIFFERENT TASTE! okay I'm quiet done, so later.

Studying. Mugging? NOT YET

2008-06-28T07:02:00.000-07:00

hey wasup? Man I'm seriously bored. Went to gym in the morning, saw tian chiong so worked out with him. Anyway I'm thinking about trying weight gainer, told my brother about it and he said if i stop taking or stop training my muscle will get FLABBY. That the last thing you would want to get, so chat with DIN boy about it, his reply is " GET IT" LOL. I'm not really sure, have to think THRICE for this.

So watched friends and ghost hunter on star world, man Great shows. Chatted with lydia for quiet awhile on msn. Anyway down to business, did my physic paper and doing my f&n course work now, LOL thanks to nyssa's waking call, if not I'm still unaware that I'm actually lacking quiet behind for coursework.

Having tuition tomorrow morning, goner go through polymers cant loss out to RONNY! Tomorrow will also be Granny's Birthday! Having buffet at her place, everyone will be going. I'm LOOKING FORWARD for a game of mahjong LOL. I'm done, so see yah!

Poof

2008-06-26T05:38:00.000-07:00

LOL, hey there! Once again, today not much to blog today. So here I go, suppose to turn up for ace programme, but cause of all sorts of reasons I did not. Aw crap, YEO goner freaking nag on the next lesson. Oh yeah, finally had Chinese lesson and teacher said that those who did newspaper report did badly. AW CRAPx2, man please don't make me retake the paper.

Anyway have to go. Lots of stuffs left undone. Later

wassup?

2008-06-25T05:39:00.000-07:00

HEYA MATE! anyway not much to blog about today. Just watched "Never back down" on youtube, man the quality GOOD, movie GOOD and fight GOOD LOL. Had p.e this morning, sheesh have to say it really fun, LOL some ball game. Okay anyway I goner do my stuff now. So later :).

SCREWED World? What you think?

2008-06-24T03:30:00.000-07:00

aaaaa..... WASUP! LOL, oh sheesh, homeworks are piling up. Just got over with my physic and english, left with geography ( the whole paper ) and OF COURSE not to forget F&N! AW! had 4 period of F&n today, NOT BAD, it one of those rare occasion that I would sit down, listen to mp3 and focus on my coursework. FYI: for the past 6 month I've been fooling around during f&n class.

Suppose to meet SebasCHOO for movie later, but i guess he got something on last minute, so goner postpone that to next time. Anyway as I'm blogging now, at the same time I'm watching news. I just saw something SICK! This old guy in japan, after KILLING his whole family which include; his wife, son, daughter in law and the innocent 4 YEAR OLD grand daughter, after which he did this shit, he call the police telling them he sick of everything. Okay forgive me for saying this, but WHAT THE F was he think?!?! SHEESH, I guess this world is getting SCREWED and MORE SCREWED every seconds.

OH well, enough of those sick stuff and also I will end here.
I did't not want contact you anymore, as it will be harder for you to let go.

Oh man, it aren't that bad.

2008-06-23T02:57:00.000-07:00

LOL start of the new term, it aren't that bad. Got my entry proof today and its telling me that O lvl is coming REAL REAL soon! and yet I haven't start on my REVISION, aw Crap! BUT no fear :D STARTING revision this week.

LOL today is ms ang birthday! Had our life skill lesson skill class at 2-4pm, but julaiha and I was excused to leave early to get the cake for ms ang. Wanted to surprise ms ang, but I guess she knew it was coming, DAMM what a SPOILER LOL.

Okay enough of school's stuff, I have planned to eat wisely LOL, it mean that I'm goner watch my diet now, no more fast food every week from now on. Anyway, I just had my dinner: Chicken rice ( protein+carbohydrate) , Yogurt ( vitamin+mineral ) and plenty of H2O.

That all for now, SCHOOL tomorrow and I have LOTS & LOTS of assignment to complete. AW CRAP!

LOL pictures from Jing ying. Oh well, my crappy hair? LOL

It coming nearer, It time to give it a last shot. O lvl

2008-06-22T04:17:00.000-07:00

Woah, yesterday mahjong was great! LOL won 6 buck, it doesn't sound much, but it cause me to stay focus for 2hr+ in the middle of the night to win it.
Went to have a hair cut today, hmm won't said that it that short but still have a possibility of getting caught.
Anyway I spent the whole day at home, sleeping, watching tv etc. Tomorrow as per normal, will be waking up 6 in the morning, gym till 7+hr, take a bath and head down to school.
Not much to blog about today.
Later.

Late Night Thoughts...

2008-06-21T08:59:00.000-07:00

MAN, still waiting for one of my cousin to come. I just want to find a place to vent out whatever shit i had in my mind. It been a month now i guess, time passed slowly and agonizing. Every shit we have done together haunt me every second when I'm alone, I FREAKING swear this time is different. Every freaking time i visit your blog, i see whatever shit you posted, it seems that it just you everything is just about you. Wes, when i finally get to enjoy myself with my friends, i saw yours, it was nothing as first, but f screwed them after i heard that f remark from one of them, thanks to that which f screwed my mood up. I once told you about this 'illness' you knew it all along. It just f hurts when all this shit end this way. I thought just for a moment that everything will end that easily, but HELL NO.

SENTOSA!!!!

2008-06-21T07:28:00.000-07:00

LOL WASSUP!!! Kinda hyper now LOL, went to sentosa today with kang and others. Reached palawan beach at around 2+pm, set up mats, laid down our stuff and it time to TAN!!! LOL, brought along brother's tanning oil. Too bad, did't bring extra mat, so we can only tan by standing or siting.

Spent the whole day playing soccer, buried wei rong and zhi hao, tan and other stuff LOL. Man while enjoying myself, I had a awakening, THAT I SHOULD REALLY PUT IN MORE TIME IN GYM, 1+hr 3 time per week is not enough, have to put in more effort and time. GYM!!!

LOL, so that all i guess, uncles goner come later and most probably I'm staying all nighte for MAHJONG. Goner upload some photo from today.

SO BROKE!

2008-06-19T23:09:00.000-07:00

Screw the rain! Woke up at 6am this morning. Washed up, got ready for gym and then HEAVY DOWNPOUR and THUNDER AGAIN! man wasup with the weather this days. End up going back to bed. 8.40am woke up once again and headed for F&N at school.

I'm so broke. Spent my last 4 buck on 3 packet of curry puff!! Oh well, at least it worth it LOL. Went back to com lab with D.K wee jr, we were "F&Ning" LOL. Slacked till 1.30pm, finally here come Ong. Brief us on the overall evaluation stuff and let us off for lunch. Although class is ending at 3.30pm but I sneaked back home during lunch ( as i can "concentrate" better as home doing my F&N LOL )

Kang and guys are heading to bugi. Hmm still pondering should i go with them or just rot at home.

OH! Before I go off, THANKS FENG ER ( floria ) and Xue yi on fixing my blog LOL, appreciate it*wink*. Anyway WHO want catch a GET SMART with me?? LOL

Some PHOTO from Wednesday.

Tiring DAY

2008-06-19T04:25:00.000-07:00

OH, THIS IS CHOO

sheesh, can't believe I'm blogging. Probably I'm too bored.

Okay here i go. Yesterday went to east coast with teck, kai, zhao, xuie yi and hui xian. Planned to tan and fish at the same time, but who knows after pitching the tent, HEAVY DOWNPOUR!

The tent was pretty unstable, hmm should be very unstable LOL, so the girls were in the tent and we guys are busy holding on the water proof cover. THUNDER and STRONG WIND, we were like: sheesh we are really pathetic LOL. The downpour lasted for 30min+ and of course we were drenched.

I think I'll end my post. Need some help at blogging? anyone? LOL. Crap! F&N tomorrow, course work not finish with, LOL SCREWED.

WILL BE POSTING AGAIN.

Up to no goodShadow